ni boleh tukar ke?

The comrades

2011-08-14T02:58:00.000-07:00

so zameer handed me a box of what seemed to be chicken nuggets as we waited for the others at the new block. what felt like hours sitting there just the two of us was hardly even two minutes. tonight we are attempting what people might say is un-atemptable. we are going to break into the office. to steal. the AS results. :o

it was 3.am and it was as quiet as an exam hall except for the loud wind whistling over lembah beringin. Megat and the others arrived at the rendezvous point as planned. i swallowed my last chicken nugget and walked up to him, "you dont have to do this," i whispered in fear of the guards hearing us. i could see from the look on megat's face,he realised the consequences of this mission, his scholarship could be revoked, stripped off his house-captainship and a criminal record that wouldn't really look nice with his ucas form. with all our ucas forms.

nadeem lead the first battalion of junior topazians silently pass the it lab corridor. i got a text message from amir harris, the seniors are waiting at the guard house. somehow fez managed to sneak up behind one of the guards and cleanly executed the masterlock while radhie knocked out the female guard with his beak. me and zameer were hanging from the aircond vent (i didnt know we had one of these) in the accounts department, avoiding the laser sensors. all the junior topazians somehow managed to form a human ladder (it was mindbogglingly awesome i swear), and lifted nadeem onto the college roof. as one of the guards flashed hi light towards the rc, a myriad of poisson tipped arrows blocked out the moon and bathed the guard with authentic sarawakian venom. "shhh, we observe complete silence" hazman exclaimed as he gave OG a hive five. everything was going according to plan. we managed to put down three guards while still maintaining our ninja-like swagger. me and zameer were struggling to balance ourselves mid air, we were supported by the rope they used during life savers club meet.

the body of the guard recently taken down by hazman and his team of sarawakian headhunters was pulled into a nearby AHU room. a junior diamonder i of whom failed to learn his name took the keys out his pocket. it opened the the power room where keri did his magic. a few wires were cut here and there and poof, the laser sensors were gone. zameer and i were lowered onto the accounts department floor. we rummaged through the drawers, the cabinets, the files. "eureka," zameer exclaimed. the key to the exams office. ^_^

we broke into the exams office at 3.25 am. it was dark and quite except for the x-pax advertisement playing on the prepaid vending machine outside. we hacked into the college system in a matter of seconds. sweat was pouring profusely across my forehead. my fingers hammered the keyboards as cool green glowing binary codes flashed across the screen.

exactly at 3.30am nadeem fired a red flare form atop the college roof. sam burst through the gates with the seniors in his escalade. i lifted my kain pelekat and ran across the orde cosmos and into the car. sam floored it. we were home free.

then i woke up. i was on my bed in my room p-11-b. double six, single three. no adin singing in the toilet. no rushdan and chaq in aqil's room, doing their bio homework. no radhie to greet you when you pass p-10. no fikri swabbing his booger on your arm. no arvind in his bermuda shorts having breakfast at the dh. no jahar to cut your hair. no blonde to blondify your life. this is the KY i wake up in now. so i went back to sleep, hoping i would dream about chicken nuggets. rather that than 2 blocks of malaysian studies.

The coetaneity

2011-06-11T21:23:00.000-07:00

Dry soot was gently raining

from the soft purple sky.

One landed on my nose,

then you brushed it aside.

Why must dusk turn to evening

and sweep the hues goodbye?

Maybe i should stop complaining

because tomorrow I'd hear her hi

and one thing that she knows

is that her smile makes things alright.

The cold water

2011-03-26T12:36:00.000-07:00

The contention

2011-03-21T07:15:00.001-07:00

INITIATION:

it feels kinda awkward blogging again after such a long period of absence. i even forgot how to start writing and stuff. so howdy, and welcome back. i've been busy preparing for my preparations for AS trials and AS. This way i'd be as twice as prepared. suck on that

PROPAGATION:

at the moment i'm stuck with my chemistry homework (where stuck here means im tired and i cant bring myself to do another question without banging my head against my table shouting 'LOUD NOISES'). on another note, i've been meaning to blog about some stuff and shit so here goes:

some graphs of light from the not quite recent KYUEM battle of the bands 2011

the night started out with a few bands rockin out and ended with a few bands winning stuff.

sometime after the battle of the bands, myself along with some friends volunteered to help Puan Jas facilitate a motivational seminar for the UPSR students of SK Lembah Beringin.

first, there was an ice breaking session to make the kids feel comfortable with each other and the facilitators. after that they were divided into groups and we were assigned to a group each. my group was the coolest, hands down. the kids were learned a lot of useful skills such as mind mapping, the skill of listening, and self reflecting.

my favorite part was when we get to lead them out of the hall and teach them informally in the outdoors. this was good as it broadens their horizons of the vast possibilities of science and creation. i personally thought them to question everything. everything from the grass they walk on to the sky we all take for granted. why do trees need to grow? why is the sky blue? what is lightning? how is water absorbed into the roots of the tree and transported to the extremities of the plant? apart from sparking their interest in science and knowledge beyond their syllabus, i managed to sharpen their grasp of english and at the same time improve my communication skills. its different when you talk to kids as their minds easily wonder. but this does not mean they lack the attention span and makes them a poor student, i always ask them, what are you thinking? its amazing what children can imagine, if only we could tap into their fragile minds, and see for ourselves the wonderfulness of their imagination.

at the end of the day i was well bushed. even so, the seminar was a success, the kids i assume went home with a same vision, to excel. i think i can speak for all of us when i say that it was truly delightful that we were given the chance to inspire these children and at the same time learn so much from them. the knowledge that you've made a little difference if not a big impact was rewarding enough.

TERMINATION:

okay i wish i could write more about the UPSR seminar but i've spent quite a long time here now and i think i'll get back to work. im gonna probably do some maths coz you know what they say, 'do some maths, then only will you appreciate chemistry'.

the composition

2011-01-29T23:16:00.001-08:00

scratch card glory

The cure

2010-12-30T18:14:00.001-08:00

will get back to you on this in ten years. maybe

The choice

2010-11-06T12:49:00.000-07:00

click to enlarge

The cheque

2010-11-05T21:46:00.000-07:00

i just received my first cheque of RM70.15 from nuffnang. its not much but i would like to thank my reader(s) for all your support. keep on coming to my blog yea to increase my traffic.

The consequence

2010-10-10T10:10:00.000-07:00

i'm returning to college this afternoon. probably will be getting some of my sem exam papers tomorrow. will definitely be getting my biology papers. hope i did well. wish i did better.

The conflict

2010-09-25T23:29:00.000-07:00

first and foremost, this is a serious post and should be read in a monotonous serious tone. i want to talk about the topaz against the world epidemic that i sense is happening in this college. All this talk about housism is non-existent, there is no such thing as housism here. there is only Topazism. it is obvious that every house is against Topaz.

am i the only one who sees this? i know how much Garnet and Sapphire wants to smite Topaz. Eat them up and spit them out. that's what was basically induced into us juniors, brain-washed into thinking that Topaz are the single most heinous house that should be shunned. For instance, they even scolded us for mentioning the word 'Topaz' or the 'T' word. Now isn't that a little too extreme? in my honest opinion, this practice of topazism shouldn't be carried on in our batch. let whatever happened in previous batch/batches stay there among the seniors.

i don't think its fair for the batch 13 topaz juniors to be booed and discriminated just because they are topazians. we should support our batch just like we were thought to during induction week. remember BA and CP? remember how efficient we were? how close we were? infact, i don't even think the seniors deserve it either. some of the best and most influential people in my life who made my stay here in college a wonderful one are topazians. as much as i'd like to name each and every topazian who kyuem-dified my expirience here, i'm just going to name a few.

Radhie, the first senior to welcome me to this college in person is a topazian. Muzzamir, one of my batch-mates whom i feel most comfortable with gender-wise is also a topazian. Arvind, the person who finds the time to teach me and Muzzamir biology amidst juggling his studies and his duties as the academics exco is also a topazian. i dont see the topazzy values thats hyped about in our house taklims. i dont see the so called 'topaz arrogance' in these people. even in guys like Zikri, Naj, and Razin, weren't at all topazifying in how they treated us(juniors). i even woke Aziz up in the middle of the night to help me when i had troubles with my Garnet video, he didn't dismiss me even though i am in a way competing with his video.

Once, a Diamonder told me their only aim right now is to beat Topaz. From my point of view, if Topaz deserves to win tonight, then they should. Each and everyone of us, Topazians, Garnetrons, Sapphireans and Diamonders alike, have worked really hard for Boria, and we shouldn't be to engrossed in our own house fanatism. its not that i don't have the enthusiasm in winning tonight, hell, im all about winning tonight. i would just like to see all of us supporting and cheering for each other when we perform tonight. regardless of who wins lets all have fun as kyuem students.

So what im trying to say is, we as a student body shouldn't be narrow minded and be a little more matured and professional. set aside what they said or did in the past, and support each other regardless of which house we belong to. the spirit of competition is good and should be maintained, but at the same time it should be healthy. let us discontinue this culture. we don't want batch 13.5, 14 and the batches to come to hate Topaz for no reason.

i am fawwaz rasydan and i am not a Topazian. I am a red hot garnetron, but i support Topaz rights.

The cranium

2010-09-16T07:43:00.000-07:00

Problem statement: does studying long hours increase the size of the brain thus increasing its mass as well?
Aim: to identify whether it is possible to increase the mass of the brain by studying
Hypothesis: the longer the time you spend studying, the bigger your brain gets
Variables:
manipulated variable: i don't think there is one
constant variable: subject that is being studied
responding variable: mass of brain
Materials and apparatus: a weighing scale, a human subject/specimen (preferably someone literate), a text book, table, stopwatch

Procedure:
1) first of all, weigh the body and the brain of the specimen together. make sure the brain is still inside the skull throughout the experiment. this is because if the brain is taken out to be weighed separately it may be fatal for the specimen.

2) record initial mass of specimen.

3) make the specimen sit down. give the specimen a chemistry book. make the specimen read it.

4) after an hour, weigh the specimen again.

5) repeat the steps 3-4 a few more times.

_________________________________________________

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Results

based on the gragh above, it appears that the mass of the brain does not increase. my theory is either the subject has not reached or achieved the optimum amount of knowledge that enables the brain to grow mass wise, or the subject isn't interested in chemistry and he doesn't understand a single thing in that book.

Conclusion
hypothesis unaccepted

The celebration

2010-09-08T05:59:00.001-07:00

from the desk of Fawwaz Rasydan, an excerpt from my thesis for my course in philosophy of kuih raya management and finance, i bring to you some of my findings. behold:

EXHIBIT A

EXHIBIT B

(samprit)

EXHIBIT C

XZIBIT

food for thought. think about it. and have a selamat hari raya, apologies from both the zahir and the batin perspectives. have a safe journey to and home from the village. wear your seat belts when you see the cops, and send my regards to your grandparents if they are still alive.

The can

2010-08-31T21:57:00.000-07:00

reserved post

The college

2010-07-31T06:08:00.000-07:00

20th July 2010, 9.45pm

people would come up to me and ask me 'hey which school were you from?' and i'd say that i'm from smk bukit jelutong and they'd nod and stroke their chin as though they actually know that school. then i'd add shah alam at the back, so now its 'im from smk bukit jelutong shah alam. some would pretend they know what im talking about, and some would reply 'oh, shah alam seksyen berapa?'. there aren't any sections unfortunately, its just bukit jelutong. or seksyen u8 if you wanna be technical about it, but nobody really says that. so i gave up explaining people where im from i'd just say smkbj and they'd be 'oh i see, sports school eh?'. and i'll just play along even though i wasn't so sure if they were referring to bukit jalil or bukit jambul

21st July, 12.26 am
at first, i spend my free time before bed picking my nose, this continued for few more nights until i slowly dropped the habit, i started making more friends and hanging at their chalets. but the first night of course was very engaging, i discovered parts of my nose i never knew. once i've acquired my first booger in ky, i started to panic, in my room at home i have a tissue box next to my bed so i can just wipe my late night findings without getting up from bed. but that night my tissue box was still in my bag that i've left half unpacked. so i rolled my booger into a ball and flicked it over the partition into my chalet mates room. i don't know if it made it or if it fell back into my room because it was dark. to me, i sleep easier at ky than at home.

21st July, 7.50 am

my first breakfast in ky. i had toast, baked beans, scrambled eggs and sausages. so far the food is good, i haven't once complained and i look forward to meals at the dh everyday. though sometimes if i have free blocks, i'd wake up much later, so i'd have to eat my breakfast at the cafeteria instead. i hate spending money, but some nights me and Muzzamir, my chalet neighbor, would call the dh guy to order burgers to be delivered to his room, so the guys would hang around there and we'd have a burger each. Apart from that, dominoes kinda pretty much burned my wallet.

28th July, 8.15
batch 12's one year anniversary, the juniors had to organize a sort of event to celebrate their one year here at ky. me and my second uncle Eijas were emceeing that night, so we had the least amount of work to do. funnily we were messing around during the preparation while the others are ripping each other's lungs out, which was pretty funny to me because seriously my fellow batchmates look so nice and reserved. so to ease the situation i tried helping out here and there particularly in the props department and throw some lame jokes around to make people laugh, but making people here laugh isnt easy, especially during BA preparation time, on average their reactions will be like this -.-

looking for inspiration

ticket free untuk kene marah sebab tak buat kerja
From left: me, zehan, zatie, eleena, sham, and eijas. acap buntal aka tank on the trolley

my milkshake brings all the girls to the yard + amal satu kat belakang

emcees trying to be funny

showing up at cp practice wearing singlet and sticky fabric (kain pelekat)
From left : muzzamir, me, eijas. tas sitting.

when it got cold
From top: me, eijas, acap buntal / tank, muzzamir

after BA
From left: fifi, haniesha, arvin academics exco, me

29th July, 5.00 pm
Muscom book sale.

Introducing statistics, introducing pure maths, stanlake's introductory economics.
total: RM55

sirap bandung soda: RM 1.00

30th July, 5.30
overall, going back home is actually the saddest part. if you noticed in my prvious posts, i dont really like mentioning names or even posting up my photos, and as gay as this may sound, i have to admit, i was so sad in the car ride back home, i miss everyone in ky. everyone from the facilitators to the teachers. i miss aliff OG, hazman, irsyad, muzzamir, nadeem, adib, alia, qeela wooh, elaine, dora, tas, zaf, and zehan to name a few. (few lah sangat) tapi serious rindu OG duh. semua la. sorry if i didnt mention your name, i really do miss each and everyone of you. as im typing this im thingking 'this is so gay', but what da heck, i'll just post this, and maybe delete this part after a week or after OG quits smoking.

The caw

2010-06-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

no smile?

The coincidence

2010-05-20T03:57:00.000-07:00

Onnine

Stoned

Rejection

Cheap

Don't sue me

Liar

Ignorance

Rude

The compendium

2010-05-16T10:34:00.000-07:00

The conviction

2010-05-02T19:59:00.000-07:00

http://islamiclearningmaterials.com/prophet-muhammad-poem/

There was a time in my youth,
When Islam was only a custom.
They said “say there is no deity except God,..
And pray, you’ll go to Heaven.”

Ah, how simple, no struggle in this,
Just a word, and simple act.
Thereafter I’m absorbed in this world again,
With my ‘assured’ place in Paradise intact.

But this was not to be my fate
For ALLAH chose to guide my heart.
I learnt of a man who struggled so hard
When his mission was from the start.

The story of someone who had morals,
Spoke gently, kindness he knew.
Never fearing to say what’s right,
His conviction in ISLAM was true.

The touch of his hand was as soft as silk
To comfort a crying child.
To mend his clothes, or do the chores,
Never complaining, he always smiled.

His smell was always of musk,
And cleanliness he kept at his best.
Stark contrast with the heroes of today,
Who stink of beer and sweat.

He held the hands of his companions.
Unashamed to play with many children.
So modest, so humble, a perfect example,
That strangers could not recognize him.

His eyes slept little for nights were precious,
His prayers he treasured much greater.
To pray in the depths of night,
Seeking forgiveness, and nearness to his Creator.

He broke his tooth for me at Uhud,
And bled for me at Ta’if.
He cried for me, tears of concern,
Just so I could have this belief.

His enemies admired his teachings,
Uniting every religion, every clan.
Till ISLAM came to every corner of the world,
O, but indeed he was only a man.

To own a house, or build his wealth
Was not his main priority.
To establish ISLAM was more essential,
To bring us under a Higher Authority.

Don’t you want him to plea for your case,
When before ALLAH-The Judge-you stand?
Don’t you wish to be around his fountain,
A burning desire to drink from his hand?

So I love him more than all creation,
My Leader, my Humble Prophet.
Muhammad (SAW) was a mercy to all mankind,
And to me, he is MY BELOVED !

The common question

2010-04-27T04:09:00.001-07:00

What is the most annoyingly frequent problem facing our community today? the question we ask ourselves time and time again especially in this period of time where the second wave of influenza A virus H1N1 runs rampant in our country. the big question nobody knows the answer to. the question is, what is the most efficient way to dry our hands after washing them? we as busy and preoccupied people value our time as it is precious to us. so i have kindly carried out an experiment to find out what is the most efficient and time saving way to dry our hands after washing them.

Aim of Experiment:
to figure out the most time efficient way to dry a hand after washing it by using a hand dryer

Hypothesis:
the bigger the total surface are over volume, the lesser the time takes to dry the hand

Variables:
manipulated variable : position of hand
constant variable : the type of hand dryer, temperature of room used, hand, wind velocity, light intensity
responding variable : time taken for hand to dry up completely

List of Apparatuses and materials

hand

stopwatch

hand dryer

Procedure
1) set up apparatus as shown in figure1.a, figure 1.b, figure 1.c and figure 1.d
2) wet hand
3) first place the hand in the posture shown in figure 1.a
4) record the time taken for the hand to completely dry up
4) repeat steps 2-4 by using postures of figure 1.b, figure 1.c, and figure 1.d instead.
5) results are tabulated

Figure 1.a
palm parallel to the wall, tip of fingers facing up

Figure 1.b
palm parallel to the floor facing up

Figure 1.c
palm parallel to the floor facing down

Figure 1.d
move fingers in a mildly frantic manner

Tabulation of Data

Discussion
Hand A shows the least satisfying results clocking a time of approximately 27 seconds. even so, hand A successfully dries both sides of the hands.

Both hand B and hand C dry up much faster than hand A, at approximately 21 and 23 seconds respectively. Unfortunately hand B only managed to dry the palm, leaving the back of the hand still wet. same goes to hand C which only managed to dry the back of the hand neglecting the palm. so if you were to use this technique, you would have to flip your hands over to make sure both sides are dry making it a total of more than 40 seconds. that's almost a minute out of your life.

Hand D is the fastest to dry. it is considered unfair that hand D is actually in movement where Hands A, B, and C are kept stationary.

Conclusion
in the context of time, the method used by Hand D is the most efficient way to dry your hand after washing them. but it is not so efficient in terms of energy where Hand D requires a slight amount of effort compared to Hands A, B and C. but this is good news because while you are drying your hands, you are actually burning some calories even if they are quite minor and wouldn't seriously be considered as a work out.

The crucial discovery

2010-04-03T22:20:00.000-07:00

distance is the specific numerical description of how far apart two objects or points are. however, to me distance (like time) is relative and can me manipulated, at least in our minds. for i have pondered this through hours and hours on the road, after taking certain factors into consideration (though this is only valid for distance while driving) this is my discovery:

PSEUDO-DISTANCE
i'm not sure if this actually exist but i've come up with the idea of a pseudo distance or false distance our minds make up to mask the true distance or actual distance pre-determined by the british when they were making the map somewhat a thousand years ago. this false distance is heavily influenced by a couple of factors namely whether we are driving for our personal gain (eg: need to do errands, go to school, work, buy something, etc), our reluctance, and the amount of fuel in the gas tank. this is the distance in your mind when you say 'tapi jauh lah sial' or 'takpe sayang, dekat je abang hantar okay? :)'

THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN DISTANCE AND RELUCTANCE
as actual distance remains, the pseudo distance our minds is effected by how reluctant we are to go somewhere. as reluctance increases so does the pseudo distance. this is because our reluctance level will alter the perception of the real distance thus making us thing the destination is actually further away than it really is or nearer than it really is if we are not the slightest bit reluctant. i have yet to plot a graph on this but expect it to be posted sometime around may.

THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN DISTANCE AND FUEL
the lesser the fuel the further away the destination appears to be and vice versa.

THE FORMULA FOR PSEUDO DISTANCE

the value of pseudo distance is represented by D and written in m but will be converted into Km.

our reluctance level is represented by the symbol x. where x is who our passengers are or going to be. i have taken the liberty to roughly estimate the value of reluctancy and present it in this table:

d represents distance in m and 10 is whether or not it is for our personal gain. if it is for our personal gain, 10 may be overlooked. g is the volume of fuel in our gas tank, rounded up and written as 1, 3/4, 1/2 or 1/4.

HOW TO USE THE FORMULA

1. You and your best friend Azlan* are eating dinner at a mamak stall. He suddenly has the urge to defecate, but he has trouble passing motion in unhygienic lavatories, so he asks a favor from you. He wants you to send him home so he can take a dump. His house is 700m from the mamak stall and you have a full tank of gas. how far is his house to you?

the working

because he is the one who needs to drop a stool and not you, so we have to consider the 10 that is to be multiplied with the actual distance between the mamak stall and Azlan's house making it 7000m. where that is then divided by the contents of fuel remaining in your gas tank, which is 1. the product is then multiplied by x. since he is your best friend you don't feel as reluctant to help out. thus substitute x with 1. you will get 7km.

although his house is only 700m away, you feel like you are actually driving 7km because you are not the one with the upset bowels. if the both of you have the same problems, then the 10 may be regarded thus making the actual distance = pseudo distance.

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FUEL AS A MANIPULATED VARIABLE

a complete stranger asks you to send him/her home with 1/4 tank
pseudo distance = 56km

your best friend asks you to send him/her home with 1/4 tank
pseudo distance = 28km

your grilfriend asks you to send her home with 1/4 tank
pseudo distance = 0km

CONCLUSION
seriously i'd go out of my way to help others but sometimes i feel so reluctant to drive people around unless its my girlfriend.

The carnival

2010-03-18T05:50:00.000-07:00

on the 17th next month, there's gonna be a Gatsby Deodorant Street Fair at Berjaya Times Square starting from 10am till 5pm. idk they made deodorants so imma go there and check it out. cool.

there are going to be all sorts of games and activities such as sumo wrestling (like where you wear the inflated suits i think) and ring throwing? furthermore you can gather points which can later be used to redeem Gatsby goodies. And if that's not exciting enough, you are also eligible to enter a lucky draw contest where you stand to win a 'baucer' worth RM15000 like OMG! other than that there are computers, cellphones and other electronic what nots also up for grabs. so if any of you are interested please come and bring a few friends along. wow.

the easiest way to get there is by car, like duh. but for those of you who don't fancy the hassle of the parking hunting and jam redah-ing, you can park your car at KL Sentral and take a monorail from there to Imbi station.

for further information please visit their website at www.gatsby.com.my/streetfair

The complex perdana

2010-03-13T05:45:00.000-08:00

The concept

2010-02-19T22:21:00.000-08:00

"He is the originator of the heavens and the earth. When He decrees a plan, He says it BE and it is." (2:117)

Decree and destiny, everything is pre-destined. it is all already written in the preserved tablet Al-Lauh Al-Mahfuud 50000 years before the creation of the universe. This destiny written in the preserved tablet is never changed and encompasses everything that will be. A person's action is not caused by what is written in the Preserved Tablet but, rather, the action is written in the Preserved Tablet because God already knows all occurrences without the restrictions of time.

The entire life of a person has already been determined 120 days after conception, in the mother's womb. Allah sends an angel to put a soul into the person, and the angel writes down the decree that Allah has made; his life-span, his sex, his sustenance (how much he will earn throughout his lifetime) and whether he will be a dweller of paradise or a dweller of hell. How beautiful it is that it is already determined whether or not he shall have a partner, who his partner is, and when their live's will intertwine. To think that this has all been determined even before the individuals was born, and that they will meet one day and change each others lives (but of course, their lives were already meant to change after encounter if God willed it), it is truly breathtaking. Allahu Akbar.

whether this is Ishq-e Haqīqi, Ishq-e Majāzi or not, the human knowledge of the future is limited. Insya-Allah

The cloudscape

2010-01-18T19:48:00.000-08:00

Brothers,
yang hilang tidak bermakna binasa.
yang pergi tidak bermakna hilang segala

"kalau kita cuba hitung nikmat Allah, nescaya tidak akan terhitung banyaknya" (Ibrahim 14:34)

mata, telinga, mulut, tangan, kaki, ibu, bapa, rumah, pakaian, rakan-rakan.
look around you, tiada apa yang kurang.

dan apabila musibah menimpa, Allah tarik balik sedikit sahaja dari kurnia-Nya, why must we be in despair?
why must we remain in sadness? bukankah itu petanda bahawa Allah mungkin menggantinya dengan sesuatu yang lebih baik?

The curricular

2010-01-04T19:04:00.000-08:00

in the name of Allah, most gracious, most merciful
1 Read: In the name of thy Lord Who createth,
2 Createth man from a clot.
3 Read: And thy Lord is the Most Bounteous,
4 Who teacheth by the qalam,
5 Teacheth man that which he knew not.
6 Nay, but verily man is rebellious
7 That he thinketh himself independent!
8 Lo! unto thy Lord is the return.
9 Hast thou seen him who dissuadeth
10 A slave when he prayeth ?
11 Hast thou seen if he relieth on the guidance (of Allah)
12 Or enjoineth piety ?
13 Hast thou seen if he denieth (Allah's guidance) and is froward ?
14 Is he then unaware that Allah seeth ?
15 Nay, but if he cease not We will seize him by the forelock -
16 The lying, sinful forelock -
17 Then let him call upon his henchmen!
18 We will call the guards of hell.
19 Nay, Obey not thou him. But prostrate thyself, and draw near (unto Allah).

for those form fourers and form fivers, i'm giving out these second hand books (still in best kept condition macam tak pernah buka), if you are interested please contact me through my facebook, twitter, or myspace.

fokus @ SPM BAHASA MALAYSIA (kertas 2)

Koleksi Kertas Perperiksaan Sebenar Physics 2004-2007

ACE Focus SPM karangan

Quick Test Sejarah tingkatan 5

1001 series the exam companion biology

Koleksi Kertas Perperiksaan Sebenar Sejarah 2005-2008

Learning Bahasa in English

Chair Antology

EST model papers 2008/2009

web A form 4 additional mathematics

SPM chemistry : Learning Through Diagrams

The cars

2009-12-24T07:49:00.000-08:00

viva la vida

viva la cobra

owl city

twilight saga

The chalice

2009-12-22T17:09:00.000-08:00

snort, the morning nose blew
and winds of dawn sigh through
i sat and wept as i attempt
to recall what i just dream't
a slight yet vivid event however
then write i shall after a shower
for the dream cried out not to be forgotten

you're
tis started with the tree of high grandeur
perched right smack in my humble valley
where minors frolic, in what seem to ba a pep rally
and under the tree she stood
and under the breeze the stood

you're
tis may sound much like voyeur
but she was long-limbed and slim
with flawless white skin
and the tree understood
and the breeze they understood

I'm
pluck'd the sweetest golden honey apple
breeze dim'd did the sound around in a grapple
then peeled and lift'd the golden section unto her mouth
closing her eyes as the crisp brown juice tingled upon her tongue
then we gave chase. like a lamb and it's drover

I'm
run my fingers carefully down her cold cheek
look into her deep pools for eyes as we speak
then winter swept in like a common broom from the south
closing our eyes as we froze and stayed forever young
then i shed tears, for i wished this dream not to be over

snort, the morning nose blew
my sinuses throb for you

ceh bajet cam bahasa klasik je

The Creator

2009-12-16T09:03:00.000-08:00

most gracious most merciful
the provider
You are sufficient for me

The chance of a lifetime

2009-11-28T17:30:00.000-08:00

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The certainty

2009-11-27T21:53:00.000-08:00

my love is ever true
it knows no retaliation
knows no anguish
my love is only beautiful
only content

what i am feeling is
a presentation to You
please hear out my love

loving You is timeless
knows no poetic
only the sincerest
loving You knows no doubt
my faith is only for You
always

i shall not take credits for it is not i who wrote this

The credits (the A's la hopefully)

2009-11-16T05:32:00.000-08:00

doa memohon kejayaan

Ya Allah Kami memohon kejayaan dalam setiap ketentuan, tempat para syuhada’
dan kehidupan orang-orang bahagia serta kemenangan mengatasi musuh

doa sebelum masuk dewan peperiksaan

Ya Allah, persiapkan kami mengenai dengan urusan kami dengan petunjukMu

doa sewaktu lupa semasa menjawab soalan

Maha Suci Tuhan yang tidak pernah tidur dan tidak pernah lalai,
Wahai Tuhanku, ingatkanlah aku apa-apa yang aku lupa

The circulatory system

2009-10-09T23:45:00.000-07:00

the circulatory system in large organisms like humans and bears and other animals involves the flow of fluids through the tissues and organs. the human blood is a connective tissue. i dont know what that means but i imagine this :

an average human adult hast about five to six litres of blood more or less. more than half of which contains plasma which consists of 90-92% water and the rest are soluble solutes such as mineral salts, enzymes, hormones, and waste products. the lesser half of the human blood are its cellular components consisting of red blood cells, white blood cells and platelets

since i'm more of a white kinda guy as compared to red, i'm gonna talk more about the leucocytes.

our body has 3 lines of defences. leucocytes play a role in the second and third line of defence. firstly to identify them they are grouped into 2 main factions which are granulocytes and agranulocytes. granulocytes have granular cytoplasm and lobed nuclei. i like to think them as young teenagers with acne problem. therefore agranulocytes are adults with clear skin.

Granulocytes

NEUTROPHILS
neutrophils are phags. they are known as phagocytes. being the gangster they are, they track down foreign materials such as bacteria who stray into their territory and engulf them via phagocytosis and destroy them. straight up gangster.

Eosinophils
eosinophils help control allergic reactions

Basophils
basophils are best and happening so they produce heparin to prevent blood from clotting.

Agranulocytes

Lymphocytes
the smallest leococyte, they produce antibodies to aid in the destruction of pathogens or neutralize toxins. others destroy affected cells by attacking them.

image of a lymphocytes. freaky huh? i've seen much freakier

Monocytes
the largest leococyte. they spend only a little while in the blood after being produced then they migrate to the body tissues to become phagocytic macrophages. i dont know what these are but they sound cool.

The centerpiece

2009-10-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

it's the stench of steel
it lingers for days and days
it's the cling of metal against metal
muffled by the rubber that insulates

it's also the sweat i spill
and the broken arc of tired limbs
it's the tears from the individual petal
shed discretely behind laughter

then it leaves me unsettled

The cleansing

2009-09-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

now it feels like an empty seat on my face. when i reach out for it it isn't there anymore. you know just how much i loved them. just how much i wanted to see them grow. see them prosper. but you never really liked them for some reason. not just you, apparently everyone else hates them too. except Raz and a few others. but you were so kind to me. you let me keep them for more than a few weeks before making me exterminate them. thank you :) you must really love me. even though i only got to know them for a little while, but at least they met my ideal lengths even though tak sampai my ideal volume.

last night as i forced the blade over their puny necks, leaving a trail along the white substance, the putrid taste of shattered dreams danced around my face. tears of anguish and sorrow make their way down my cheeks and down my now bare and hairless chin. i am a beard owner no more. the crazy things i do for love.

The cholestasis episode

2009-09-02T05:58:00.000-07:00

"and you are?" imagine hearing that right after being dispatched after a week of solitude. it actually sounds lovely and that's only the beginning

after that there was a brief period of emptiness. like a gap. it felt like an empty space, an eerie silence.

i've stepped out of 412 ten times to the power of negative one. or was it the other way around? nevertheless, they were countless but at i knew that would be the last time i 'll be walking through them doors. the corridor stretched and so did my legs as i saw the stretcher at the end of the hallway striking a deep feeling in the pit of my gut as i remembered being rushed head first parallel to the ceiling watching the lights pass me one at a time. i've only budged about 0.05 (insert unit of choice) from 412 and it feels so emotional already. and it slowly adds up.

despite the alarming increase in leukocytes in my blood i insisted on leaving. my last few blood counts were to 0.29293 and -0.41414 increasing by x where x is a constant arithmetically progressed . just wonder what the figure would be next.

the only people who brought light and visited me apart from my parents were the k72 and the Mustak household residents. for they missed me dearly as i've been away from school for K days where K is the product of the factors 7 and 2.

sure gave me strength that day i felt like a thousand men. but then when they all left i returned powerless. there i lay, fawwaz , a thousand men, to the power of zero :(

*all events are accurate except for exact number of white blood cells in the blood count

The cast

2009-08-22T23:15:00.000-07:00

this is my plaster
tight, white and clean
she makes me feel better
when i hurt my spleen
or other internal organs
even external ones
i'd choose her over 10 Morgans
because she's tonnes of fun
when i have a cut
or touched something corrosive
i'd place her on me
without any adhesive
because she's warm and sticky
especially after school at six thirty
i'd slap one on my arm
and she'll keep me safe from harm
another on my knee
anywhere as long she's on me
that will get me through the day
and keep me from harm's way
but even if i wear my lucky plaster
it doesnt mean i can ride motorbike much faster
because she wouldn't want me to meet a disaster
and furthermore got spm this year ma

The covenant

2009-08-07T18:11:00.000-07:00

٧٨٩

The cannister

2009-08-01T09:13:00.000-07:00

02-03-09

it's usually the capillaries dilating, causing the shivering despite the searing midday sun. just as day breaks, the mother's tyres will brake and they will park from the front gate all the way to the park opposite the hut.

pigs can sweat but not like john oh no not like john. it was like his destiny to fulfill. but the stench of his Sa socks were barely noticeable. but being a kevlar ain't that sweet.

now staying put would mean to stay somewhere for barely a minuscle period of time but depending on the circumstances could feel like an eternity of peeling potato skins and swimming in shallow water both at once. now how could i just stay put next to the putter? where aiming for the put would be quite a task if the distance is ever so far away and i barely even made it out of the rough yet?

now its 12.53 but the time is insignifigant. the numbers on the other hand is a whole different story. but not in the way you'd think. so please please please look up in symbolism of thinking so you could atleast say you've tried. because i tried but i failed for i didnt know how to tell it to you from that day, barely even whispered, i did. now this would make sense to anyone even to you or shamil or raz or iyzie or faris, becase it barely even made sense to me, unless ofcourse if i found the key in this last chapter. if only the date would permit, if only the paragrapghs, the sentences and the words, if only i've said three words before barely.....

The campaign

2009-07-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

i think a lot

The calm

2009-07-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

Mr Chondrion and the other mitochondria were hard at work for at that instant the demand for adenosine triphosphate was quite high. this happens all the time, every now and then, my dayanoreceptors would detect stimuli. they would then dismiss the object if doesn't have any dayana characteristics. but if does, the dayanareceptors (or as i call them, dayana senses) will trigger my nervous and fidgety nerve impulses. they travel by my afferent neurones because public transports are far too pricey and well, big.

rivers of sebum gush out and capillaries dilate. At the same time, the adrenal glands secrete specialised adreyanaline making a reddish organ (i forgot what it's called) pump gallons and gallons dayoxyhaemoglobin to every corner of my forsaken yet sexy body.(why is it corner anyway? i don't have sides, i'm curvy) they flush my face red violently. just as my atriums and ventricles feel as though they were about the burst, it stops :)
and that's the calm.

nice to see you.

The later

2009-07-12T06:17:00.000-07:00

kick start my empty tale. ever will dusk shed it's misleading veil, for today to no avail i have failed. but into detail i wont go in fear of being derailed from the trail. this is an old story anyway, it's already stale. now dont go biting your nails for this is so minuscule it is not even up to scale.

so here goes, this is about Dale. he is a male. he lives in a whale. how he got there you ask? when he was young he was looking for the holy grail so he hopped into a pail and set sail. now you must think he's dim but you are wrong, he went to yale. into the seas so uncharted there arent any internet. so he cant send e-emails. he survied the violent conditions on snails and quail.

then one day he found an island for sale, but as he got there he was swallowed up by a whale. the whale then wiggled it's tail and dives into oblivion. it seems that dale wasnt the only thing the wale devoured, in there was an iron nail, a weighing scale, a cattle, an old man reading braille and a Pavilion (this is to rhyme with the oblivion, there werent any pavilion in the wahle obviously.)

he regarded the old man with a hi, and returned to him was a sigh. the old man (named jamail) looked pale and frail. he told dale that the whale was like a jail. the only difference was there's no ikat jamin (bail).

then a dawn arose after weeks of avoiding digestion (i dont know how, dont ask questions). a gentle bump startled dale and jamail. it turns out the whale stumbled upon an underwater rock formation made of shale. the whale felt a little disoriented so she (its a female whale) regurgitated. They then were saved and that ends this tale. so now it's safe for you to exhale. (its not like you were holding your breath through the story pun)

Definitely hept-polar

2009-07-10T19:17:00.000-07:00

At the moment, i want:

Yellow coloured shoes i saw at the kedai the other day

Add math work book for tuition

Nasi goreng kampung kgns poolside terrace

And of course i started off with what i want the most :]

kau bagiku adalah cahaya (pergh, bm title ^^)

2009-07-08T01:41:00.000-07:00

i take back what i said about dreams

Unwary, i'm not quite rusty yet

2009-06-06T10:53:00.000-07:00

there was like a what? an empty plain red land. or was it the other way around? i watched it but i dared not turn my head any further. the wind might just take me. winds tend to do that you know. especially when you're living in the fast lane. hope it made your day as much as you did mine.

pretty words

2009-06-02T18:38:00.000-07:00

spread your smile unto the sun
let her shine just as bright
i can tell that she's having fun
and i'll pretend that i'm alright :D

spread it again on my morning bread
it's the most sweetest thing (hyperbola)
i love it even more when it melts instead
and sinks on cheek <3

if only there were a stain
i'd frame the slice of skin
hang it up on the wall again
and tell my friends that i'm complete :]

red as the sun

2009-05-11T23:31:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling so thankful right now. first of all i wanna say how lucky i am to have friends who i can really depend on. thank God for my loving parents. and thank God for dayana and shaza. two of my most favorite girls in the world. i love them more than words can describe. and also the upmost respect to Mr and Mrs Mustak and Mr and Mrs Shukor. i'm lucky to have friends like shamil and faris. and hud and raz. nad and mai for helping me all the time. and ofcourse amanda, my little adik. eventhough i rarely and sometimes never say this but i just want you guys to know that i love you guys. like seriously.

tell me what you want to know

2009-05-03T09:38:00.000-07:00

i'd wake up tomorrow
and frown to find it empty
where is my soother of sorrows?
where is she?

i like the taste of her at noon
but i prefer her in the morning
and it's delightful when
she comes without a warning

if only i could feel her brain
maybe i wont be so confused
because she's driving me insane
every minute of the day

too young to fight it

2009-05-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

boleh jadi gila

you were just a trend

2009-04-27T19:01:00.000-07:00

maybe the reason i haven't been updating lately is that my password's to freakin long.
time to change it.
to a much younger much cuter one.

the sky's a brick wall, the ground's a juggernaut

2009-04-16T03:27:00.000-07:00

i don't like it but i guess i'll just have to learn to like it.
but i still don't like it.

my old friends have been dropping like house flies

2009-04-13T06:11:00.000-07:00

i have adik angkat now. tu je.
whatever it is go visit my twitter for a briefer but much more frequent update on my life
its not like my life's interesting or anything

<4

2009-03-06T19:27:00.000-08:00

muthu balik rumah hari ini dia tak tahu apa nak buat. dia call hisham tapi hisham ada tusyen. dia call izfar tapi izfar tak angkat. dia duduk termenung terfikir tentang bidadari dan syuga. tapi lebih kepada bidadari. bidadarinya tidak pandang muthu mungkin kerana dia fikir muthu sedang pandang orang lain. tapi muthu bagi bunga, muthu cakap hi, muthu angkat tangan, muth turun tangan dan sebagainya. muthu kata lentik tapi kawannya ashkhal kata tak usah. ashkhal kata bidadari tidak layak bagi muthu tapi muthu tidak mahu dengar. muthu tahu bidadari perangai busuk and berkata kesat tapi muthu tahu dahulu kala bidadari bukan macam itu. dulu muthu ingat bidadari sangat manis. kemudian muthu teringat kepada syurga. muthu sebenarnya tidak minat pun syurga tetapi kalau cakap pasal bidadari macam satu set pulak kene cakap pasal syurga juga. syurga suka akan speaker kerana dia speaking. muthu minta tip daripada sulaiman, sulaiman kata kalau nak cakap dengan syurga kene ada accent. tapi muthu tak ada satu cent pun. muthu tahu syurga dan muthu tiada apa apa akan berlaku mereka dua insan berbeza. syurga hanya satu gula mata baginya kadang kala, kala lain syurga hanya satu muka dalam belukar. bukan seperti bidadari. bidadari lebih dari gula. tapi ashkhal kata elok kalau tak buat apa apa nanti timpa musibah noor. jadi muthu sekarang tahu mereka tidak elok dipertimbangkan. bukan kerana mereka berat, malah mereka sangat ringan. mereka tidak patut dipertimbangkan kerana muthu tidak mahu memungkiri janjinya dengan hidup. dia sangat sayang akan hidupnya tetapi dia tidak tahu bagaimana caranya untuk dia memberitahunya, tidak mengapa lah, mungkin satu hari nanti apabila mereka sudah dewasa. buat masa kini hanya hisham dan ashkhal yang tahu. kerana jika muthu memberi tahu sulaiman, maka pecah lah jantung sulaiman. dan itulah kerana muthu sudah jauh dengan hidup kerana perlu jaga jantung sulaiman. kerana sulaiman meluahkan isi hatinya tentang hidup empat lima bulan dahulu. sulaiman walaupun tidak mengenali hidup seperti muthu mengenali hidup telah meminta bantuan dari muthu kerana muthu amat mengenali hidup dan sulaiman mahu berkenalan dengan hidup. tetapi hidup tidak senang dikenali, baharu beberapa ketika selepas sulaiman membuat pergerakan, hidup telah pergi jauh buat seketika. kasihan sulaiman kini hanya menungu dari jauh sama seperti muthu dan beberapa lagi orang yang dapat dikenal pasti seperti dhalca dan ruthu. dhalca ini sorang lagi banyak gila punya orang. tapi ruthu tak gila sangat, ruthu boleh tahan waras. ashkhal kata masa ruthu mahu menakluk hidup beliau sering kali terluka. lebih lebih lagi dengan hidup yang kucar kacir berbelah bagi. bagaikan musim panas yang sejuk tiba tiba. sebab itu ashkhal kata kepada muthu supaya ambil masa kerana masa itu emas tetapi muthu kata lentik. muthu boleh cerita panjang panjang tentang hidupnya dengan hidup dan bidadari tetapi dia tiada blog spot so dia suruh saya ceritakan. namun banyak isi yang saya lupa kerana dia cerita bahasa tamil dan amat susah bagi saya untuk terjemaahkan apa lagi mengingati.

chronicles of dodol: the liang, the which? and the walrus

2009-02-15T01:14:00.000-08:00

i found this while reading through my old inbox. this is our conversation which i told in a form of a story. contains several spelling and grammar mistakes. but still a good read. (click view image kalau tak nampen)

i promised her i'll finish this story

this changes everything

2009-02-07T20:05:00.000-08:00

EXERCISE 1.1b:
1. figure 1 shows a diagram of what's in my head. can you guess what i'm trying to say?

figure 1

a) a boot to pork hang
b) i like pots
c) buto pak hang

Fawwaz's complete guide to success! (in getting the ladies)

2009-01-25T20:24:00.000-08:00

INTRODUCTION
this is a complete easy to follow guide with illustrations to be successful in nailing the chicks.

CONFIDENCE
The basics
invest on one or two Calvin Klein boxer briefs. if your crotch feels good, so do you. wear them when you're out scouting and hunting. lean on a wall in a crowded area, put your feet nicely apart so people can tell that you are comfortable and available.

Starting your day
turn on britney spears's womanizer on your stereo while you put your clothes on. it helps to do a little groove and mouthing the words in front of a mirror while you dress. wink at yourself every now and then.
WHAT TO WEAR
Location
it all depends on where you're hunting. if it's cold make sure you wear something warm and comfortable. if its hot and humid, bring along a pair of extra clothes incase you perspire

Shades
you must wear shades especially in the mall because it is proven that wearing shades gets the girls. make sure its big and looks expensive.

THE APPROACH
The walk
you must walk like your father owns the place. moderate strides not to long and not to short. keep your chin up and suck in your gut. wink at few people while walking.

option a)
Engage
once you've spotten a potential victim.... i mean potential candidate, smoothly walk either towards her or in front of her. after you've passed her slowly (and smoothly) look her way and see if she's looking at you. if not, repeat until she does. laughing loudly with your friends help make you seem like a fun person.

option b)
The relative
make your way to the person with open arms while saying a name as though it's her's. then apologize and say you have the wrong person and that she looks exactly like the person's name you just mentioned.

option c)
The i'm a reading a book/texting and i cant see where i'm going
pretend you're reading something and 'accidentally' bump into her and apologize for your clumsiness. smart books like Einstein's theory or C++ helps make you look intelligent. if you have no excess to a reading material, your phone does the job equally the same.

option d)
The rempit sound thingy
lean on a wall with a few friends. you may cross your legs to make it look more natural. when a cute candidate passes by, purse your lips and suck in hard. you may need to practice tice maneuver because it will tickle the first few tries. (note: most girls may feel disgusted)

THE SIGNALS
how to identify a sign when you see one.

Head tilting
a women will often tilt her head to one side at a man who interests her as a signal that she is interested and may be approached

Gazing
when a female likes a male, she will provide a fleeting gaze signals to indicate her interest. usually, the head is tilted down slightly so that the eyes open wider when she gazes and then she will lower her eyes and look away. often she will turn away slightly so that the gaze is given with head turned looking over her shoulder. if she becomes more interested, she will face the man, provide a direct gave and may give a slight smile. a further indication of interest is a slightly open mouth and possibly a licking of the lips.

Blush!
many women will blush when they notice a man's interest in them. this is either a sign of interest or it may be because she us embarrassed by the attention.

Preening
she may take out her make p mirror to check her lips and make up to get a male's attention or apply lipstick to direct his gaze to her mouth. she may look at her legs or adjust her hosiery to direct attention to her legs. she may even adjust her clothing around her bossom to direct his attention to her..... assets.

Foot signals
a women may slip one foot partially out of her shoe or repeatedly move it in and out of her shoe as a sexual innuendo.

Bag/book signals
females sometimes hold their briefcase/shopping bags/handbags/books in between her and the male to create a barrier which is a sign that she is uninterested. don't worry, keep talking to her and give her enough space, if you're lucky enough she'll remove the barrier to allow a more intimate conversationLID COVER (PENUTUP)
so once you've followed these simple guidelines you'll be a pro women killer in no time.

could you actually change this?

2009-01-24T22:12:00.000-08:00

How come you're on my back all the time?
Honestly, most of the time I don't know what the hud's going on.
Half of the time I do, but it'll already be too late.
I feel like I'm in a pickle for the first time in a long time.
I used to do it differently the last time.
I keep thinking I have plenty of time. I do.

Mandala

2008-12-22T20:45:00.000-08:00

dear beloved,
*I've been trying to reach you,
but my extension cord wouldn't reach that far
because you are the adhesive that holds my world together
and you are the very fabric that envelopes my weaknesses and fears
dancing in my eyes and in my ears
you are the tissue i use to wipe my tears
you are my endorphin rush
soothing me all day
everyday

*saosin - i've dying to reach you / anthony green - dear child

New or Rebuild

2008-11-29T13:42:00.000-08:00

hari itu saya pergi swimming. lepas itu cekak saya hilang. gelap tidak nampak apa apa. esok saya pergi cari cekak. tidak jumpa. saya hampa. 3 hari saya hidup tanpa cekak. oh derita. hari ini saya beli cekak baru. namun cekak ini bukan cekak saya yang lama, cekak ini masih sangat bermakna bagi saya. saya akan jaganya dengan seelok elok jagaan. memberi kasih sayang dan perhatian yang mencukupi. saya sangat sayang akan cekak saya. dialah segalanya bagi saya.
i lebiu.

Am I Wry? No

2008-11-28T20:01:00.000-08:00

Farrah, angelic girl, I'll have you know it's you and me potentially. Farrah, don't pull the carpet from under me.

Winds of Plague

2008-11-20T05:29:00.000-08:00

i name this one.... abstrax jingga! hahaha takde la.
title: late yes, early no k?
a,a,b
c,d,b
c,d,e
f,f,e

Enthralled with futile dreams in senescence
Until came a similitude of resemblance
Intramural as well as bent

Your heart sings
About all the promises bound
to kill or simply relent

of all intricate things
myself to see reason in sound
of the significance in position

in regard of each filly
it would be silly to be greedy
and board every ship of relation

Hey john what's your name again?

2008-11-04T04:44:00.000-08:00

i never really thought that i would hear from you again. i thought it was just a phase. something that i go through. something i've left far behind. but here you are again. nice of you to drop by. it feels good sometimes. like i've accomplished something. sleep paralysis.

Alright, i admit... it was a whore house

2008-11-01T09:53:00.000-07:00

this is a shitty experience. no seriously. i don't know what came over my bowels tonight but my unscheduled trip to the loo proved quick and pleasant. maybe it was all those carrots i ate (i have a thing with me eyes see, though i doesn't really help because carrots only improve vision and not anomalies within the eye vicinity). it felt like it just walked right out, i didn't even need to put effort. i'm tellin ya, its all those carrots i ate, either that or i'm suing the restaurant for food poisoning.

as we know, we poop faster when eating vegies is because (forgive me hamirizan if i'm wrong) plant cells contain cellulose which our body cant digest. it softens the shit. so when one finds oneself in constant constipation, one may turn to these wholesome garden grown wonders for aid.

Bulls make money, bears make money, pigs get slaughtered

2008-10-28T06:55:00.000-07:00

now let me tell you something about a certain 'line'. there is a line which is drawn in any type of relationship between people be it friends or otherwise. there has always been that line. there never was no line. a line is there. always have. always will. now this line tells somebody where it should stop. one should never carry on after they have reached the border of said line. if one fails to retain oneself from getting carried away, then that means he or she has crossed the line. now i know, who am i to get all upset? i'm not the strongest person and most of the time my opinions don't count and are overwritten by words of other influential people. but this has gone too far. you sir, have crossed the line.

i know you very well and i know you were just playing around that time. but i didn't really like what i heard. didn't like it one bit. and i couldn't quite sit comfortably thinking about it. honestly have some self respect. you can say that about other people but not about her. no. no in front of me. and don't look at her like that. and seriously when i said stop that day, i really meant it. i know i'm nobody and posting this here is immature, i just want to get this of my chest.

the comedown

2008-10-26T08:59:00.000-07:00

sad isn't it? when someone close to you is taken away? people you've know all your life. but what if its someone you haven't gotten the chance to know? someone you just met? or someone you haven't being paying attention to? someone who cant even talk yet?

i know most of us take life for granted. doing our daily routines oblivious to the dangers around us. even some of us are damaging ourselves while there are others out there who are fighting real hard just trying to stay alive. its just a matter of time.

in memory of late aisyah maisarah 1996-1997
al-fatihah

fashion your seatbelts

2008-10-13T00:50:00.000-07:00

let me explain the gravity of the situation. gravitation is a natural phenomenon by which objects with mass attract one another. to go deeper into this topic i'd like to explain newtons law of universal gravitation in red. you may wish to skip it if it bores you. (then might aswell i write my whole blog in red right? coz semua boring n tiada motive as some people say)

newton's law of universal gravitation is a physical law describing the gravitational attraction between bodies with mass. every point mass attracts every other point mass by a force pointing along the line intersecting both points. the force is proportional to the product of the two masses and inversely proportional to the square of the distance between the point masses

- F is the magnitude of the gravitational force between the two point masses,
- G is the gravitational constant,
- m1 is the mass of the first point mass,
- m2 is the mass of the second point mass,
- r is the distance between the two point masses.

using this formula scientist have proven that if there were to be a tunnel dug straight into the ground through the core of the earth (which is not possible coz its like quite hot in there which is what? an estimation from 5,000 to 6,000 °C) to transport people by enabling a tireless vehicle to just be dropped into the tunnel and let gravity do the rest. the gravitational pull of the earth enables the vehicle to accelerate very fast and plunge it through the earth passing the core and straight out the other end while it gradually decelerates near the exit.

if such a tunnel was built, it would be able to transport people from one part of the globe to the other in just 45 minutes given that it passes the diameter of the earth. lets say i live in tokyo but i have freakin piano lessons in san fransisco. i no longer have to take a plane to get there. i would just hop in these tunnel things then i would be ejaculated on the other side in less than an hour. (not a very wise word to use though as people traveling through this mode of transportation wont be shot out of the tunnel, instead they would come to a perfect rest at the other end as deceleration takes place)

semi-constructive criticism

2008-09-24T06:42:00.000-07:00

venus is the second closest planet to the sun. it orbits every 225 earth days (just an estimation). it is named after the roman goddess of love.

it is the brightest natural object in the night sky, except for the moon, reaching an apparent magnitude of −4.6. infact, to me its the brightest star in the vast expanding universe, that's what sets her apart from the others. her beautiful eyes are always something to look forward to everyday. because venus is an inferior planet from earth, it never appears to venture far from the sun. venus reaches its maximum brightness shortly before sunrise or shortly after sunset, for which reason it is often called the morning star or the evening star.

venus's orbit is slightly inclined relative to the earth's orbit. thus, when the planet passes between the earth and the sun, it usually does not cross the face of the sun. however, transits of venus do occur in pairs separated by eight years, at intervals of about 120 years, when the planet's inferior conjunction coincides with its presence in the plane of the earth's orbit.

the successive inferior conjunctions of venus forming a perfect pattern of a pentacle. the pentacle is also a symbol of love, feminine and beuty. (the earth orbits 8 times for every 13 orbits venus completes. the olympic games once used the pentacle as its logo before changing it into the five rings. this is because the olympic once followed the 8 years orbit cycle of venus before the modern half 4 year 4 year olympic of today.

for stevie wonder's eyes only

2008-09-19T03:45:00.000-07:00

i had another dream about you. we were in a hospital, she was there too. as you both regarded me closely, i could feel something wrong. you spoke in tongues. it seems that i've been lying in this bed for weeks. the typical hospital smell fills this ward. you just stood there. she just stood there, next to you. growing old.

next thing i know i was rushed outside. in the halls, straight into a two door elevator. i wasn't really worried, no, not with your hands held tightly in mine. not with her standing beside us wearing a face that assures me everything will be alright.

the operation was a success. after the transplant, i admired my scar for a few moments. you had one too. neatly stitched into a half moon. you saved my life. i am truly grateful. even though it was only a dream.

this dream has inspired me to do some research about kidney failure.

it turns out that biochemically, it is typically detected by an elevated serum creatinine. in the science of physiology, renal failure is described as a decrease in the glomerular filtration rate. when the kidneys malfunction, problems frequently encountered are abnormal fluid levels in the body, deranged acid levels, abnormal levels of potassium, calcium, phosphate, hematuria (blood in the urine) and (in the longer term) anemia. Long-term kidney problems have significant repercussions on other diseases, such as cardiovascular disease.

and you will know us from the trail of dead

2008-09-15T07:15:00.000-07:00

this happens all the time. feuds among friends. i hope this resolves quickly. i don't want any childish acts of isolation. fighting among brothers, this is what makes us weak. we mustn't let inferior women tear apart years of friendship and undying loyalty.

I'm not backing him up, he's old enough to do that himself. i just want to say that there is no point in this senseless quarrel. tengok korang dah buat apa. aku dah mengadu kat blog dah macam awek.

one day women will all become monsters

2008-09-07T02:47:00.000-07:00

i'll try not to be so morbid. but i cant hide the fact that i'm dying inside. i am now sitting here facing you, the thought of you leaving is unbearable. you have reduced me to this empty shell. but this is for your own good. he will arrive shortly to take you away. but i cant just sit here and watch my soul being ripped from her sockets. i have to do something.

i remember the day i first touched you. the way you purr softly. your sweet dark skin, they were cleaner then. i cant stand this. My life will be taken away from me. dont take her away from me!

but its for your own good my queen. i have left you uncared for many years and you have begun to collect dust. various downloads and device sharing has led you to viral infections. you understand right? it'll all be alright baby, it wont be for long. we'll see each other again. just dont forget me. or the things i saved. my photoshop files. the songs i haven't transfered into my phone yet and of course the conversations i saved.

goodbye. the orang computer will arrive soon. :'(

this could be anywhere in the world

2008-09-01T02:23:00.000-07:00

atmospheric pressure is the pressure at any given point in the Earth's atmosphere. in most circumstances atmospheric pressure is closely approximated by the hydrostatic pressure caused by the weight of air above the measurement point. the standard atmosphere is a unit of pressure and is defined as being precisely equal to 101.325 kPa. the non standard equivalent to that is 76cmHg.

Pressure varies smoothly from the earth's surface to the top of the mesosphere. these changes in pressure affects things. eg: airplanes, submarines, plastic bottles, hearts, ect.

this plasic bottle was closed at approx 2000m altitude then brought back to sea level
again. it was crushed by air pressure. plastic bottles arent the only thing preassure can crush. she can crush things as big as submarines to things as small as your blood capillaries.

this is a picture of a mercury barometer. it is used to measure atmospheric pressure in cmHg.

if there were an instrument to measure happiness in a person, and someone were to use it on me to measure mine, i guess the readings would be off the scale

the pros and cons of breathing

2008-08-16T09:06:00.000-07:00

dreaming. dreams are the images, thoughts and feelings experienced while sleeping, particularly strongly associated with rapid eye movement sleep. the contents and biological purposes of dreams are not fully understood.

i for one, hate dreams. especially when they taunt me. showing me the things i will never become and events i will never experience. people i will never be with. reminding me what i will never achieve. but, you were so beautiful. your skin was so soft. sometimes i never want to wake up.

i slept with fawwaz and all i got was this stupid blog written about me

2008-08-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

looking out for the earth, the only thing that stands between safety and total annihilation is the planet jupiter. being the biggest planet in our solar system, jupiter's gravitational pull is very strong. it doest matter how much hits jupiter take for earth, he does it willingly. he is not afraid of pain. he is not afraid to bleed. asteroids and space debris are nothing but dust to him, pulling them into his atmosphere to ensure a safe peaceful life on earth. earth, as small as she is, she is arrogant. she fails to notice what jupiter has done for her. what he has felt.

to take his mind of earth, jupiter has 63 moons to keep him company. four of them are the galilien moons which are calissto, ganymede, europa and io.

closest to jupiter is io. she is hot tempered. (she has fucking volcanoes) she spins arround jupiter the fastest and this proves to be annoying sometimes but jupiter just puts up with it.

a few thousand idontknowhowmany kilometers from io is europa. she's the opposite of io altogether, instead of thousands of active volcanoes on her surface, she has a cracked surface where inside lay water. life may ever be a possibility beneath the frozen surface. you'll see her once after every four times io spins arround jupiter.

now genymede is the largest natural satellite in the solar system. it's almost as big as earth if i'm not mistaken. but she's quite slow tough. i dont really know much about her.

diagram shows how slow genymede is compared to io and europa. but everytime she completes her orbit arround jupiter, it'll be worth it. to see the smile on her surface exterior.

lindsay quit lollygagging

2008-08-08T07:34:00.000-07:00

i wish i could say me and seven other friends went to 88speedmart and bought eight packets of sunflower seeds each and ate them all at 8pm just now but that would be a lie. nothing atypical happened today. so i'll post a few not so scurrilous pictures to make up for this uninteresting post

ahha cb tailor.
taken near kelana jaya lrt station
near taman sea (sea park) area if not mistaken

haha team lobos.
taken at the toll apa tah dekat kelana jaya jugak

a cold day in health

2008-08-05T05:43:00.000-07:00

i have come to realize that i consume an average of 450 doses of medicine each year not including flu shots and suppliments such as vitamins. that means i consume more than 1.85 tablets and/or syrup form of medicine every day. this is due to me falling ill every once in while. falling ill does not mean i have a poor immune system.

maybe my immune system just doesn't see the point of fighting viruses. perhaps they've lost the will to fight and live. as i fall more ill each and everyday, i cant help but wonder what has happened to the young healthy boy i used to be.

lets investigate shall we? one of the many reasons why people get infections are because of hygienic reasons. recently i punctured my foot and blood was gushing out madly all over the floor. it wont stop bleeding. this probably due to the laziness of my platelets (Platelets, or thrombocytes, are the cells circulating in the blood that are involved in the cellular mechanisms of primary hemostasis leading to the formation of blood clots) to perform what they were born to do. either that or i'm lacking vitamn K.

so when i leave that wound unattended and undressed, germs and bacteria can easily enter my body and spawn various diseases and infections.

usually when foreign shit enters the body, the immune system will detect them and send an army of WBC (white blood cells) to rid them from the body. the white blood cells act like independent, single-celled organisms and are the second arm of the innate immune system.

since i fall ill so often i'm suspecting my white blood cells do not want to kill the bacteria. infact, maybe they're too engulfed in their failed love and crumbling private social lives to give a fuck or two. maybe they dont see the point in helping me getting better. maybe they're just misunderstood. what's the point in fighting if you don't win anything in the end. its hopeless. there is nothing you can say or do to make them feel better.

this is a picture of a white blood cell

this is a picture of my white blood cell

dulu in disdain

2008-08-04T06:24:00.000-07:00

not the best i can come up with
but it's a start

maybe all these cries of failure
and these tears of depression
are just an overreaction.
a mentality i share with the near fell.
maybe i was immature
a pathetic cry for attention
in this sodding situation.

no assumptions they spat
"diminish your efforts of being inscrutable,
she is not entertained by this,"
well fuck all these words in my ear
I'll fold my cards on the table
reside until this fire come to cease

i will show her
he is truly unfit for the post
i will show her
that i love her the most

not your regular assunta shit.

2008-07-26T08:01:00.001-07:00

this might give a first impression of the usual teenage rants about failed love along with those bitchy attitudes. Instead this is something totally different. Yet it is not that different.

so tadi aku ada ushar satu awek ni. her name is ekyn. Idk la if that is her real name or nickname or what but that's what's written on her name tag. She works as a waitress in a restaurant in the gardens. I was eating dinner there just now. She's beautiful. Short. Kurus. The rambut. You know the rambut i like. Just my taste la. She looks so much like a form 2 girl from my school. I bet she's from kelantan. It's either that or i'm a sucker for girls who wear make up. If i'm twenty or eighteen la the least, i would have approached her and mintak number or something. Anything.

Now why is this entry so much different than your average boring repeating teenage stories? It's because i typed this whole shit by just using my thumbs. Cool eh? Guna phone. Haha. So cool la my phone ada opera mini. So talented la.

death by mixtape

2008-07-21T00:58:00.000-07:00

A Lymph node is an organ consisting of many types of cells, and is a part of the lymphatic system. Lymph nodes are found throughout the body, and act as filters or traps for foreign particles and contain white blood cells. Thus they are important in the proper functioning of the immune system.

Lymph nodes have clinical significance, too. They get inflamed or enlarged in various conditions, which may range from as trivial as throat infection to life-threatening conditions as cancers. In the latter, the condition of lymph nodes is so significant that it is used for cancer staging, which decides the treatment modalities to be employed, and for determining the prognosis (the outcome of disease).

Lymph nodes can be also used for diagnosis by biopsy whenever they are inflamed. Certain diseases affect lymph nodes with characteristic

biopsy ni maksudnya "medical test involving the removal of cells or tissues for examination."

so tadi aku dibawa ke hospital damansara untuk do this biopsy shit. bila satu satu biopsy dilakukan sekadar untuk mengeluarkan sebagahigian tissue atau organ sahaja ia dipangil core biopsy.

Humans have approximately 500-600 lymph nodes distributed throughout the body, with clusters found in the underarms, groin, neck, chest, and abdomen.

report

10.30
searing pain is felt around the inner thigh and testicular area. is then reported to cik suzila (teacher in class at the moment).

10.50
bought a mineral water bottle to help swallow a ponstan tablet. pain gradually lessens.

11.10
rushed to the clinic via mom's car.

11.30
arrived at clinic and is checked for symptoms of cancer and injected with something i couldn't remember.

11.50
bought kfc toaster twister because hungry

1.50
rushed to damansara specialist hospital to meet a pathologist.

4.00
the rest was history and now layan lagu damaged by danity kane coz macam awal awal dia bunyi cam janet jackson sikit and dia ada kata :

Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
Are-are-are-are you?
Are you patient,
Understanding?

so jadi macam theme song aku hari ini

contemplations

2008-07-16T06:16:00.000-07:00

as facts moan like a whore in my face, i cant help but waste many moons in the shower. all the same it's not a fucking bathtub. the oceans dry under protest. the stars align its tale. an ever grand universe above my head, tearing apart violently across the heavens like something i thought i had. sow them back together my fair queen, i can bear to touch the thread. to feel what i thought i've felt again. something so thin in fear of self prick.

like the very first time i laid eyes on you beneath the amphitheater. as the sun kissed your cheeks and wind blowing in your hair. an angelic scent surrounds you like plants in the common garden. you have this smile. he's lucky to be yours.

school and alumi

2008-07-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

mengimbang dan mengimbas (julung kali aku buat title bahasa melayu)

2008-06-24T07:17:00.000-07:00

blog removed

Wit tha sure shot, , sure ta make tha bodies drop

2008-06-15T06:16:00.000-07:00

culture shock. former sin goer and frequent profanity thrower, badrul* has jus just been injected into IIUM (international islamic university malaysia) last tuesday. after a grueling 4 days of orientation, she finds that things aren't the same from where she was brought up. for instance wearing a scarface (tudung) is compulsory for the female students studying there. where relevant, even socializing with the opposite sex there is frowned upon and is rarely seen there. for example a group of female students would sit here on this side of the field while the male students would sit there, on the otherside of the field and like macam tu la tak tau apa nak cakap.

Okay so one thing happened one day in the lecture hall. badrul and her friends always fight to seat at the hujung of the female side of the hall. this is because the hujung seat is the closest the will get to a male student. badrul won the opportunity to seat at the hujung one day. she then scours the vicinity for hot guys. when she spots one sitting pretty near to her, she asks his name.'' zuzu*" he answered. "where are you from zuzu?" badrul asked. zuzu then said he was from some integerasi school in kelantan or something.

OH! badrul remembered kumar*, another female student she spoke to earlier was from the same school as zuzu. so she then asked kumar "hey you kenal tak lelaki yang duduk dekat situ?". kumar then answerd "sorry, i tak boleh tengok lelaki,". haha. terkejut kultur si badrul tu.

*named changed

if i cut my hair, if. thats a good word.

2008-06-04T05:35:00.000-07:00

"now things are going to get a lot tougher" my father said as he stepped into the house after failing to isi minyak at the local petronas petrol station in bukit jelutong this evening (support local scene). for the first time i think berlakunya jam di taman perumahan ini due to the increase of petroleum prices. the queue to the petrol station was unbelievable. stupendous.

petrol is used for transportation so berikutan dengan price increase ni almost everything will end up being more pricier than before. food would definitely increase, and same goes to oil based products like prawn olio and plastic. so my excuse to epul or din if they ask me why i didnt cut my hair, i'll probably say something like "minyak naik, so tak mampu beli minyak rambut," or "ibu saya nak beli beras tapi tak jadi beli,".

oh and now my dad goes to work by car instead of his F15 due to jet fuel sky rocketing. damn.

qoute beluncas.

2008-05-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

my father has a friend named jamal. i call him uncle jamal. my father calls him john. because he is an aiman. (caucasian). now jamal john here was one of my father's university mates i think. we used to go to sabah and play futsal and stuff. but its been a long time since i've heard from the guy. wonder what happened to him. now what reminded me of him was this phone conversation of me and faris. this is exactly what happened:

fawwaz, faris, aiman, [stuff i cant hear]

hello
hi (serious man suara dia tangkap alam)
faris?
why yes its me, faris
okay. emm. malam ni buat apa?
tonight. uh well. hehehe. tonight:D
[aiman says hi]
birthday ko esok eh? ke 31st ek? aku fikir esok tapi owank katew 31st
my birthday is 31st :D why would they lie?
oh. okay
[aiman says hi]
yeah. alright. hehe hehe
erm. ko tengah buat apa ni? ketam bosan son
oh well umm. aiman says hi
[ohhh shitttt]
okay? hi.
yeah well me and aiman are well ummmm
ko tengah tangkap ke faris (dalam otak aku sekarang apahal sial budak ni coz seriously la suara dia happy semacam and tengah giggling)
tengah happy semacam je
well why cant i be happy?
err right. chao
okay bye

tengah duduk fikir apa telah terjadi pada rakan sebaya itu tiba tiba
middle sit think what has accidently happened to friend of same age that suddenly suddenly

"i'm a barbie girl
in a barbie world"

ringtone ku berbunyi.
my ringtone sounds

weh wazzzz, weh sorry ar tadi
huh
tak tadi aku gaybarn aiman
dia fikir aku tengah cakap ngan dayana
ahahhahahahaha
ahahha tu ar ko mesti fikir apa kena dengan aku sial tadi
haha tu ar aku pikir ko tangkap sial
ahaha aiman dah cuak ah tadi aku cakap aiman says hi tadi dok bising

okay sebenarnya tak banyak orang faham la cerita ni. and takde kene mengena dengan jamal john pun.
okay truthfully no many people understand story this. and no have hit hitting with jamal john also.

does papa papaya you, yeah?

2008-05-26T18:52:00.000-07:00

my father is a doctor. he treats many diseases and accidents everyday. but one particular story he decided to share with the rest of us (my family) at the dinner table last night is this.

one day a man named encik *azmed bin mohd azmod went into my father's clinic, he complained "doctor, i cant berak. it is very keras. i am in constant pain,". my father contemplated this statement for a while. now he asked him to eat betik. vegetables and fruits has fibre or otherwise known as roughage if i'm not mistaken. this will help one discrete wastes easily as if it was sliding down a tunnel in petrosains. but betik on the other hand contains an enzyme which acts as a catalyst to further compliment the turd discarding process by tenfold surpassing other fruits and vegetables. which means more crap, less the effort.

after a month, the same guy came in again, only this time my father did not recognize him because believe it or not his skin turned bright yellow. yellow like a bottle of mustard. everywhere. his hands, face, chest, legs just everywhere. my father exclaimed "my good man, what has happened to you?".

"that's just what i wanted to ask you!" he cried.

"well, what did you do this past few weeks?" my father asked while stroking his beard.

"i've been eating one or sometimes two whole betiks everyday," he said innocently as if it was the most normal thing to do.

this is a true story. betik, like carrots, contain beta carotene instead of chlorophyll. this is what caused his patients skin to to change to bright yellow. poor guy.

so my father told him from now one stop eating betik you fool. the story is not over yet. the next month, he came in again and complained he cant berak.

*named changed because i dont know his real name

the lesson of this story is just eat a few cuts of betik once in a while if your doctor advices you to do so. don't eat the whole fruit everyday. unless if you're planning to support rumah kuning during sports day.

nerdy to the exterame, whiter than sour cream

2008-05-25T09:15:00.000-07:00

regardless whether your parents are at home or not, do not take the advantage to shower yourself with guilty pleasures no matter how fast your internet connection is when you know you have basketball training tomorrow morning. it will effect your game. seriously. nanti penat.

macam budak ni. dekat rak pun jadilah.

awaz goneng. growing up not in terrenganu

2008-05-23T13:06:00.001-07:00

i'm at faris's house.

i remember when i was little. around the age of 7 or so. me and my friend danial were playing in my room. my room then was actually a room where there was a floor and you can actually see the floor where people can do things on. unlike my room now which looks like as if its made of clothes and socks.

so we were playing right, its a hybrid of lego and other toys i got from McDonald's. the scene was like this, my fictional self was hercules and danial was this lego dude. i built an elevator using toy soldiers punya thing. it led up the table. there was as we imagined it then, heaven. on my bed across the room laid toy dinosaurs and several power rangers action figures is hell.

so my fictional self was like at war at this time (the war occurred on the floor), danial died in the war. he went to hell and his head (since he's a lego dude) got chopped of and was used as a ball for a game between dinosaurs vs power rangers soccer friendly match.

meanwhile on the other side of the room i rescued my short school (sekolah rendah) crush, aqilah from certain doom via giant ikea snake. i was the hero this time and we got married until a part where danial returned from the dead and killed me (he liked her too) and i went to heaven.

looking back at my childhood playtime, i begin to realise how things have changed. instead of a holy table, now this table holds a computer. and instead of friends playing innocently with toys and lego dudes in the room, now the only thing i could find is ayu sleeping after a satisfactory game of god of war. faris lying on his bed as naked as the day he was born. and aboi eating packet after packet of maggi.

like what herodotus didnt say "those who ate nuts and beans are condemned to experience indigestion,"

bilingual (perhaps the shortest blog title i can come up with)

2008-05-23T05:58:00.000-07:00

hello. i want to write in bahasa boleh? coz tengah feeling macam nak write in bahasa. i'll write the translation in english for those who cant understand bahasa.

okay. hari ini aku pergi sekolah kerana hari ini adalah hari persekolahan.
kemudian balik sekolah aku makan nasi kerana nasi merupakan hidangan makan tengah hari pada hari ini. selepas itu aku pergi rumah haris meng kerana mahu teman dia pergi jumpa teman wanitanya iaitu khaleeda. justeru (aku tau ni salah tempat nak guna justeru), aku balik ke rumah haris meng, kami bersama sama rakan rakan lain seperti ayu, faris, ja, kash, aboi, dan aiman.

tengah panas dalam permainan gta4 tiba tiba battery controller mati.
maka akupun bawa kash dan aiman sebagai teman untuk beli batteri baharu/baru/bahru (tak tau yang mana satu). sebaik sahaja habis beli, kami pulang hanya untuk mendapat tahu bahawa haris dan ayu keluar pergi kelas drum. lalu kami juga turut serta pergi ke tempat dimana kelasnya berlangsung.

selepas haris tamat kelasnya, kami semua temannya pergi jumpa teman wanitanya lagi sekali. sambil itu aku kata pada haris 'tengok dalam dashboard tu, ada present untuk kau'. dia membuka dashboard dan apa yang dapat dilihat adalah battery dan marlboro 14 ku. dia dengan tidak segannya mengambil kotak marlboro tanpa menghiraukan battery.

kemudian petang itu pula selepas perjumpaan haris dan teman wanitanya, kami bergegas ke padang untuk bermain bole sepak. kerana kami ingin cergas.

okay. today i go school because today school day.
next back school i eat rice because rice is serve meal today.
after that i go house haris berserk because want escort him meet friend girlhis which is khaleeda.
justeru (i dont know what the fuck justeru means in english nor do i know what it means but i get marks for using this word in my exams.), i back to house haris berserk. we with with friend friend other like ayu, faris, kash, aboi and aiman.

middle heat in play gta4 suddenly battery controller die. (peace upon his soul).
therefore i brought kash and aiman friend to buy batteries new/new/new (no know which one)
as good as finish buy, we return only to find that haris and ayu are out go class drum.
walk us also joined go to place where the class takes place.

after haris ends classhis, we all friend him go meer his friend girl again one time.
while that i said to haris 'look in the dashboard, i have something for you,' he opens it to see batteries and a pack of marlboro 14s. him with shamelessness took the pack without giving a second glance to the batteries.

next that evening after meeting haris and his girlfriend, we went to the field to play ball kick. because we want to stay fit and lead a healthy lifestyle. clean and positive son