The cars

viva la vida

viva la cobra

owl city

twilight saga

The chalice

snort, the morning nose blew
and winds of dawn sigh through
i sat and wept as i attempt
to recall what i just dream't
a slight yet vivid event however
then write i shall after a shower
for the dream cried out not to be forgotten

you're
tis started with the tree of high grandeur
perched right smack in my humble valley
where minors frolic, in what seem to ba a pep rally
and under the tree she stood
and under the breeze the stood

you're
tis may sound much like voyeur
but she was long-limbed and slim
with flawless white skin
and the tree understood
and the breeze they understood

I'm
pluck'd the sweetest golden honey apple
breeze dim'd did the sound around in a grapple
then peeled and lift'd the golden section unto her mouth
closing her eyes as the crisp brown juice tingled upon her tongue
then we gave chase. like a lamb and it's drover

I'm
run my fingers carefully down her cold cheek
look into her deep pools for eyes as we speak
then winter swept in like a common broom from the south
closing our eyes as we froze and stayed forever young
then i shed tears, for i wished this dream not to be over

snort, the morning nose blew
my sinuses throb for you


ceh bajet cam bahasa klasik je

The Creator

most gracious most merciful
the provider
You are sufficient for me

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The certainty

my love is ever true
it knows no retaliation
knows no anguish
my love is only beautiful
only content

what i am feeling is
a presentation to You
please hear out my love

loving You is timeless
knows no poetic
only the sincerest
loving You knows no doubt
my faith is only for You
always

i shall not take credits for it is not i who wrote this

The credits (the A's la hopefully)

doa memohon kejayaan

Ya Allah Kami memohon kejayaan dalam setiap ketentuan, tempat para syuhada’
dan kehidupan orang-orang bahagia serta kemenangan mengatasi musuh

doa sebelum masuk dewan peperiksaan

Ya Allah, persiapkan kami mengenai dengan urusan kami dengan petunjukMu

doa sewaktu lupa semasa menjawab soalan

Maha Suci Tuhan yang tidak pernah tidur dan tidak pernah lalai,
Wahai Tuhanku, ingatkanlah aku apa-apa yang aku lupa

The circulatory system

the circulatory system in large organisms like humans and bears and other animals involves the flow of fluids through the tissues and organs. the human blood is a connective tissue. i dont know what that means but i imagine this :

an average human adult hast about five to six litres of blood more or less. more than half of which contains plasma which consists of 90-92% water and the rest are soluble solutes such as mineral salts, enzymes, hormones, and waste products. the lesser half of the human blood are its cellular components consisting of red blood cells, white blood cells and platelets




since i'm more of a white kinda guy as compared to red, i'm gonna talk more about the leucocytes.

our body has 3 lines of defences. leucocytes play a role in the second and third line of defence. firstly to identify them they are grouped into 2 main factions which are granulocytes and agranulocytes. granulocytes have granular cytoplasm and lobed nuclei. i like to think them as young teenagers with acne problem. therefore agranulocytes are adults with clear skin.

Granulocytes

NEUTROPHILS
neutrophils are phags. they are known as phagocytes. being the gangster they are, they track down foreign materials such as bacteria who stray into their territory and engulf them via phagocytosis and destroy them. straight up gangster.










Eosinophils
eosinophils help control allergic reactions

Basophils
basophils are best and happening so they produce heparin to prevent blood from clotting.

Agranulocytes

Lymphocytes
the smallest leococyte, they produce antibodies to aid in the destruction of pathogens or neutralize toxins. others destroy affected cells by attacking them.

image of a lymphocytes. freaky huh? i've seen much freakier

Monocytes
the largest leococyte. they spend only a little while in the blood after being produced then they migrate to the body tissues to become phagocytic macrophages. i dont know what these are but they sound cool.

The centerpiece

it's the stench of steel
it lingers for days and days
it's the cling of metal against metal
muffled by the rubber that insulates

it's also the sweat i spill
and the broken arc of tired limbs
it's the tears from the individual petal
shed discretely behind laughter

then it leaves me unsettled

The cleansing

now it feels like an empty seat on my face. when i reach out for it it isn't there anymore. you know just how much i loved them. just how much i wanted to see them grow. see them prosper. but you never really liked them for some reason. not just you, apparently everyone else hates them too. except Raz and a few others. but you were so kind to me. you let me keep them for more than a few weeks before making me exterminate them. thank you :) you must really love me. even though i only got to know them for a little while, but at least they met my ideal lengths even though tak sampai my ideal volume.

last night as i forced the blade over their puny necks, leaving a trail along the white substance, the putrid taste of shattered dreams danced around my face. tears of anguish and sorrow make their way down my cheeks and down my now bare and hairless chin. i am a beard owner no more. the crazy things i do for love.